25: doubt leaves a grey residue. the couple arrive from Maui

everybody has secrets a family embroiled in secrets the most difficult thing is that its a continuous work in progress, no cut results. my angel drank herself to darkness I refuse to give up trying on her. behind all the seemingly viscous and meticulously planned pain, she is just an innocent, incredibly curious. I often … Continue reading 25: doubt leaves a grey residue. the couple arrive from Maui

i have highly set inhibitors at work, i got to stop doing things just because they feel good

nov 7 bitterly disappointed teachers can be either very affective or very dangerous I used to live with a terrible secret that made my life a tedious labyrinth in America this shameful secret as I was told, bound me and decapitated my adolescent spirit I learned to survive with a lie I learned how to … Continue reading i have highly set inhibitors at work, i got to stop doing things just because they feel good

sometimes you have to lose your mind before you come to your senses, i dont know what to do

The Cranes are Flying (1957) by Mikhail Kalatazov   nov 6 I was reading Chekhov’s “Three Sisters” the other day, and chanced upon what may be the meaning of the title of this film. In Act 2, Masha objects to the notion that we must live our lives without meaning or understanding: “Masha: Surely mankind … Continue reading sometimes you have to lose your mind before you come to your senses, i dont know what to do